Missing Memories :(

Missing someone or something is the worst thing one suffers...Missing school, college, friends....so many things u cud miss...At present, i m missing loads of dem...Just sit for few minutes to think n u wil start missing things u never knew mattered.

Missing is the "complimentary gift" which u get for loving....n i love so many things so i will miss dem all...Having lived in Lucknow most of my life till now,i will miss the nawabi culture...itni aaram-talbi sirf yahi kar sakte hai na...n Chowk ke batashe n mithai kaise itna khayenge :(

Have travelled the same old roads (n few new ones too ) for so long many years n now how will i drive my scooty on these roads ??  Will miss the roads n road se bade holes on road :D
N the masti tat i have done wid all my frnds...every road or haunt has a spl memory attached wid it...

If only there was some magic by which i can pack my home along wid all my other stuff...Wow...tat would have been so wonderful...ghar ko itna miss karne ka jarurat nahi padega fir to kabhi...Bt I know tat aint possible...I will miss home n ghar ka khana...n my room the most :(
Well spending my last few hours in lucknow sitting comfortably in my room,sipping coffee n using the "unlimited internet"....Pata nahi fir kab aisa mauka milega....

Dis is all sounding so silly...Bt I am getting a bit nostalgic...Scared, excited, apprehensive, so many feelings at the same moment...I just hope that all goes well n my fears disappear.I am sure I will have loads of fun...I wish all my frnds also have as much fun as we have planned n chak de fatte yaaro :)

U, Me n "Scooty" :)

In your lifetime u gain loads of memories. Memories that u cherish forever. Some ppl become an integral part of your memories. And then on leaving them u have the boxful of memories to remember. Well, I will be leaving my hometown in few days n so at times I do get nostalgic. U live in a city whole your life, suddenly on leaving u remember all the good old days....Hmm...I will miss it all so much...But I m all too eager to begin the new phase of my life.

This blog is dedicated to my best friend n lil sweet sis "Saumya" just to tell u how much u mean to me...Dear I will miss u the most......Dis pic always reminds me of us together :)

Being cousins and best friends has given us loads of advantages. From attending school fest to family functions,we have enjoyed it all...Being in the same school was a boon n a bane together...My earliest memory goes back to primary classes when we use to take each other's copy during exams for preparation n to see what extra has been taught in ur class. But understanding what u write has given me lots of headache always....kamsekam ab to thoda fir acha likhti ho :D

U r my "8.5th friend". Kya logic lagaya tha tumne....kabhi puri frnd, kabhi aadhi frnd...bt ab tak to i hope its puri frnd !!! I will miss your humor and the bakwaas we do together...Most of the happy memories we have are of us together on scooty. We go out together n we r bound to be lost. Trying new paths is the best thing we do :)

Our first trip on the scooty was such a blunder. Driving on a one-way flyover n thinking tat y is everyone staring at us....logo ke expressions i will never forget...Dono ko raasta nahi pata tha but fir bhi ghumne nikal pade...Remember the time when it was raining and we were returning from ur institute....It was an stormy evening, we were drenched in rains...bt still were trying to find the correct way home...

Going together to school, getting late everyday for assembly n the gossip sessions during the prayers !!!

The lunch time n the choir practices during Quanta were so much fun...n how can i forget being "escorts"....We were for kitchen duty n kitne pastries n sandwiches u stole :D

but fir uske khaane mein jaada masti aati thi na....

Another time when we were lost was when we were going to buy my books last year....n yaar koi raasta nahi yaad rakh sakte na hum logo...n pure time log khud hi hume raasta bata rahe the...The latest fun on scooty we had was travelling parallel to the railway line...Well, itna to pakka hai ki we can never go with the normal traffic...hamesha kuch gadbad hi hoti hai....Baatein karte rehte hai n we forget to take turns !!!

We have been friends since so long but movie kab dekhi humne saath mein ?? People find it so strange that we have not been to movie together earlier and that we dont hav much pics together...but kya farak padta hai....aise hi humara time paas hota rehta hai....

The long telephone talks and the sms chats....Sitting in the same parlour n still texting it each other...lolz...n the best was when we were returning in the same car and still talking on sms :)

But we have had so many best conversations  by just sitting quietly. The strong telepathy we share for thinking of silly excuses is so helpful to save ourselves frm trouble....

The trips to eat "basket chat" n to have cold coffee are innumerable..But each one of those trip is spl in its own way....n yaad hai ek baar parking pe police vaale gaadi lene uthane aa gaye the....fir bhi kya bahana maara tha....n the concert we attended together was also fun...The fun in all the weddings we attend is just awesome...all the dance n dhol is soo much masti !!!

In the last few months we have spent time together so much...Meeting everyday,going out to ganj n the trips to doctor's clinic...wow...whole bunch of memories...each spl n close to my heart for diff reasons...I know u r getting senti thoda thoda...u r thinking tat wen wil we meet up next....bt dont wry dear...I m nt gng far-off to some alien land...Now u will also join ur job in few months time n den we will come back home in hols n meet n have all the fun again...

We will have the wonderful time on scooty again n will agn sing songs on the top of our voices while driving !!!

Love u loads dear n wish u loads of success :)

(P.S- Plz try nt to get too much senti my 8.5th frnd )

Wish I had an "UNDO" option....

Working on a computer, u make a mistake...u quickly press Ctrl+Z...the error is rectified....
I wish my life also had an Undo option. So I could have easily erased so many ppl n mistakes of my life...But tats another one of the "if-onlys" of my life....

U meet a stranger,become good friends n the person betrays u...Dont u feel if only u cud erase tat person from your life...At times u meet ppl in life who talk to u only for dere own good...huh...hypocrites...If I had a magic wand, all these ppl would have disappeared till now. People think that they can go on back-biting and no one will know...Oh plz...No one is so dumb !!!

To err is human. We all make mistakes in life. But at times we make "BLUNDERS", for which we only are responsible....U know u r wrong but still u keep on repeating same mistakes. People warn u, but na...u are adamant on not listening...n den later u realize wat an idiot u r...Usse acha to hai ki dig a well fr urself n jump into it...

Yaa, I know people are wondering y all of a sudden i m writing all this...Well I had a sudden realization today of how stupid I am. Have been trusting few people who were actually worthless..Better late than never...Thankfully, was saved from a big disaster....May be u have not been true..But no hard feelings...U continue making my life hard n I will continue crossing all hurdles laughing :)

Having Undo option in life sounds so good na...But u cant have all good things in life.
Anyways,dere r lot more occasions when u may need "undo" option....U speak something unknowingly and den  realize its after-effects. U fight with ur best frnd for a silly reason n regret it later. U come out of the examination hall n realize u made a silly mistake....These are just few of the incidents bt dere r many more.....

Life wont ever give u "undo" option....So think before doing. We tend to make hasty decisions. n tats when we require "Undo" button...But...u wont ever get it in reality...Well, I can just say that now I will think more before acting n advise u to do the same....