Dreams...

Dreams...best time of sleep...Dream whatever u want. Go places, meet people and do all that u cant do in real life. Dreams inspire us to work for what we want. Dream high and you will surely achieve it. We all have loads of dreams...Dreams of a better future, dream of a secure life....But do dreams actually come true ??

As the time changes so do our dreams. Remember when you were a child you wanted to be superman or batman. Then you grew n wanted to be a pilot or astronaut. Then again dream changes and you become doctor,engineer or manager. Where did the dream vanish ? Being a child was better, atleast we could dream whatever we wanted to...But now even dreams are restricted and become more practical !!!

Everyday I have a new dream. My dream reminds me of what my subconscious wants. I had so many dreams in my life, few were realistic and many were just fantasy. Few became true n rest just disappeared. But that did not stop me from dreaming. At times I wonder of what use are dreams if they cant be achieved. Everyone reaches a point in their life when dreams sound like just another piece of fiction. A fiction thats good to read but not actually possible.

In last 4 years I have realized that some dreams are just not meant to be real. You want something so much that it becomes an obsession n den u realize that ur dream is not good for u. You move on in life n later in life laugh upon the same dream. Thats how life works. One dream is shattered and den u see hundred new dreams that will make ur life more beautiful.

Even if u lose a dream. Dont worry coz you surely have better things in life waiting for you. But too much dreaming is also not good. U just cant always day-dream n do nothing to make it come true. You may dream of owing a villa, but u just sit and do nothing to get it. Thats when dreaming becomes foolish. Work to fulfill all your dreams.

Never stop believing in your dream. U never know when one of your dream becomes a blessing in disguise for u. Dream big and strive to fulfill them. Till you dont dream you wont move ahead in life. No dreams, no desires will make life dull and boring !!!

Certain of Uncertainty !!!

People may find the topic a bit confusing. But for me nowadays "Certainty" is an important word. I had to "Experience Certainty". But right now I am so certain that my life is going towards uncertainty. Few months back I was certain that after my colg ends I wil have a gala time on my job. But only having a job does not prove that life wil be all happy ever after....

I am sure that some people have already understood the reference to certainty. But for all those who have not yet understood...dont bother...coz i m sure u will certainly not understand it !!!

Well I know i m sounding crazy..But this is what happens when u sit at home for months. People wait for having holidays, just to sit back at home and relax..bt akhir kitna aaram kare koi ??? Ask me, you will be definitely bored of waiting n relaxing.

 I am having fun in the extended hols...Who wouldnt like to just sit n keep on eating,watching television, roaming wherever u want, sleeping as much as u can n having no work to do...Sounds like heaven...doesnt it ?? Yet ,excess of anything is bad. And I am tired of "aaram".

But even thinking of doing work doesnt help.Coz i m too lazy for tat too :)
Right now I am envious of all my friends who hav got their joining and are enjoying their jobs !!! I know most of you wont agree with me...Doing job is nt easy. You hav to manage so many things,etc-etc...But still its to better to do something na....

All the people whom i meet now have same questions "beta joining aa gayi tumhari ?", "kab jaa rahi ho ?". Ab un sabko kaun samjhaye agar in sawalo ka jawab mere paas hota to fir baat hi kya thi...These questions haunt me wherever I go...But if only i could answer them....I am sure soon i will know the javab to dis sawal...

I am not saying that I dont lyk hols or i dont want them...But if only dere was a way in which i could swap these hols with my joining. If only i could store these holidays and use them later when i would feel too lazy to go to office...lots of if-onlys....So all dis leads me to be certain of uncertainty in my life for few more days...

But kehte hai na "Dont lose hope is the moral of the story"....so keeping my fingers crossed for my early joining !!!!


[P.S. - I know after I join job I wil eagerly wish that i get few more holidays n den ppl around me wil remind me of dis blog...bt fr rite nw i m wishing tat dey end soon....]